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Boy friend? Recently I really hate this ‘noun’. Some of my new known friends always ask me about whether I have a boy friend or not. When the time I answered “No”, they do not believe with me. Yet, they will continue to ask again,”How come you have no boy friend? Don’t lie. Don’t be too choosy okay?”

What is wrong with a young lady who has no boy friend? Ya, I always stick with groups of male friends. No matter in work, society meeting or just hanging out, there are always different groups of male friends with me. Sometimes, I am the only female in the group. But, this doesn’t mean that sure I have a boy friend. Isn’t it?

But now, since I am close with few guys. They always ask me about boy friend and everything I do when they call me. It is just like a girl reports everything to her boy friend. But, I don’t think that this is a good way to maintain the relationship between two person. Thus, this is not the relationship what I wish to have. Further more, I am not their girl friend! This made me feel even worse to report with them about where am I, what am I doing, who do I with, why do I go to that place etc.

Oh my god! I just feel like so difficult to brief! Please don’t treat me like that okay? I am no longer a little girl and I need my own space. When the time I think it is suitable to tell, sure I will tell you guys about my things. But, I really need my privacy.

Last night a friend called me. I told him that I already didn’t go home to sleep for two days. Then, he immediately asked me “Oh, you went to your boy friend’s house to stay over night?” The next second, I was just shouting at him through the phone “Don’t always say about boy friend can or not?” I think he got shocked by me because I never been so hot tampler in front of this group of friends. I am so sorry if I really made you shocked. I know you guys are very concern about me, but everything has a limit.

Ya, I was staying in my friends’ house for two nights. Ya, they are male, so what? They accompanied me and listened to me when my mood was not so good. They gave me adviced and talked with me when I was crying. They tried to make my laugh, to make me feel cheerer.

And, actually the first night I was sleeping alone in a queen size bed in a friend’s room. But it was fucking cold. So, the next day, I asked one of my friends to exchange room with me. Then, I slept with another friend. Although both of us were sleeping in a single size bed. But I felt so comfortable and warm, especially in that kind of cold and rainy weather.

This friend who slept beside me on that night, was at my house too when I was in phone with other friend. When he heard our conversation and saw that I was so angry, he just shouted at the phone “I am her boy friend! Now I am tackling her. Last night we slept together and used the same blanket.”

Cong, ha ha… How dare you talked like that? But never mind lah, the most important thing is not how people think about us. We know what we are doing can already.

Then, I told the friend in the phone,”You all so wish to see my boy friend right? Okay, next time I will bring a guy out and introduce to you guys ‘This is my boy friend.’ Happy enough?” He was just laughing. Later on, the friend beside me just said “Next time bring me along, I will become your boy friend.” Ha ha, any how, thanks a  lot first ya… My ‘boy friend’.

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