一直闷在心里好几天的心事，
终于解开了。
原来，
他看到我的部落格了。
万万也想不到，
他会进来读我的文章。
后来，
我们说清楚了。
其实，
这也是我最想要的结果。
这，
当然得谢谢他。
因为他主动开口问起，
才让我有勇气，
把一切都告诉他。
不然，
为了不想让彼此尴尬，
以及考虑到我们以后还得见面，
这个不能说的秘密，
就会一直跟着我，
好久、好久。。。
原本选择不把事情说出来，
是因为我很珍惜这份友谊。
我不想因为小小的事情发生后，
却让我们的关系变质，
多不值得啊！
那种好不容易才建立起来的关系。
多久没有那种那么舒服自然的感觉了，
我又怎么忍心去破坏呢？
现在大家都坦然面对一切，
这样的结果应该是好的吧？
我们，
还会是很好的朋友。
他说，
他是个坏男孩。
我告诉他，
没关系。
因为，
我也是个坏女人。
但再怎么坏，
我们永远不会忘记，
自己的那份责任。
原来，
大家的心里永远都是过不了那一关的。
这件事情的发生，
我问自己：
是教训吗？
不是。
只是，
它的发生，
却都让我们长大了。。。
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hi, actually i read your blog entries these few days over and over again……. and actually i really don’t know how to express myself……
“BAD” or not, i think is not that essential, but be responsible with what you done is pretty more important, after all, we are just human, error prone, and…… I am too a bad boy…… or perhaps, was, but not sure bout will……
Perhaps this is a way of growing up……and always remember that “Wherever you live, whatever you do, you have an obligation……”
To stylothecancer:
I wonder why you would repeat to read my blog. I thought, I am the only one to read my own blog repeating and repeating.
Before I came to Penang to study, I told myself that not to do this and that. I always reminded myself. But, maybe the world had changed, the environment had changed, my personality had changed… Those Dont’s all had became Dos’.
I think, maybe this is just an excuse for me. But there is sure one thing I will not forget which is responsibility.
Be responsible to ownself, be responsible to the love ones, be responsible to others, be responsible to the society, be responsible to the environment…